Currently Listening Getting Away With Murder By Papa Roach scars see related

Things have changed.

My mom tried to kill herself. She's become an alcoholic.

Things aren't going good at all. Got into a fight with her.

Taylor and Lynn are both sick. Worried about how my life will be.....wanting to cry.

Having to hide sharp objects from your own mother is the worst feeling in the world.

Why did you have to leave us daddy? We needed you, we still need you!

Look at what mommy has become without you. All we feel is pain without you! Why, why did you have to leave us!?

We love you. We LOVE you!!!!!! Why aren't you here with us anymore.

Please...I know it's too late, but please come back to us. My life is falling apart without you. All that I have left is Taylor, mommy, and my other friends.

No matter how many people cry for you, I need you the most.

Currently Listening Fallen By Evanescence hello see related

How can it hurt so much?

I have some sad news.....My father died.

He got into a really bad car accident and passed away.

 I don't know what to do. Or where to turn.

All I know is that I have that sudden urge to cut again.

I loved my father.....I FUCKING LOVED HIM!

Why did he have to get taken away from me!? Why must I always face hardships!?

I fucking hate this world....I don't want to be here anymore.

I was closer to my father than anyone in my family! Why did it have to be him!?

Oh please Taylor, my love, make the pain go away.

I love you. *sobs uncontrolably*

I love her more than I'll ever love another person.

She is my world.

I just love her so much!

I love you Taylor Nickole!